Holidays...without You, without Me...

Yesterday

3rd Sept 2010

We met up for dinner

Having your favorite fast food

Chicken Mac Deluxe
Fries with salt and pepper
And your favorite.....COKE!
After a long meal, a long session

You are telling me that
You'll pass your house key to me

And I know the reason why...
You want me to clean up your house
Clean up your room...right?
Hehe, i knew it, I'll take care of Apple
You go ahead with your holidays
No worries...
Anyhow, I noticed you had a nice haircut
And you said you cut it since the last dinner we had
on the night before you picked your sis from LCCT.
I can't remember... =D
Well, I enjoyed the moment with you

I like your concern and

The way you care...

It really meltz my heart!

The way you are standing there

Waiting for me to get into my car

I feel so safe...

The night before,

You woke me up

by calling me on skype

And I never tell you...

I am actually asleep :)

You said you have something to show me

Something to let me know

And yea~

You got my sleepy look 

with my nighties, haha

Thank you for everything for the night

And I love them all

Well,

You too, telling me that

You are leaving on the 10th

to Thailand for holiday

You said you'll get me something again...

( Lets see what you'll get for me this time)

You told me that you are going alone

Not with her

And you said, if I manage to get the air ticket

I may go with you...*just because you know, it is not available anymore*

How if I really get one? Not the same flight maybe? Aaaha~

Naah, it isn't important to me now

Because I had decided

I had my plans

Plans without you.

I told you that I might leaving to S'pore

on the 23rd or 24th

You said you'll see if you are available to go with me

I never put any hope on that

cause I know, somehow it won't happen =P

Is okay...I need to be independent by now!

I'll let you know about my safety

And same goes to you yea!

心淡 - Heart Faded

你很愛他

You actually love her much
You said you miss me, are you pity me?

"Save your breath"

you are my everything

Nights in Rodanthe

I don't know much

But I know I Love You...

And that may be all I need to know

Thanks for having dinner with me last night

And the moment we had together....

Although it was short

But it means a lot.

Thank you for being there....

I know I  had a great chat with you last night

You cheer me up with lots of jokes

You brighten my day with chatting and webcam-ing all night long

I thank you for sharing and listening to me...

I thank you for being there when I needed...

But it doesn't mean any good sign

It is because you didn't know how do I feel

And that night itself you actually know

My car mirror got smashed while webcam-ing

Although I felt better after telling you everything

Still....

I'm too sick and too tired for asking you anymore..

Sometimes,

I rather have my maggie cup
than waiting for you

waiting for your call

to ask me for dinner

And,

Is that a reason you asked me out for dinner the next day?

I have been asking myself should I meet you up

I didn't know the main purpose you asked me for dinner this time

was it because you felt guilty? You felt bad?

Or you sincerely wanna have dinner with me?

Well, you told me...

You will still going out dinner with me

We can still spend some time together

What about her?

Are you gonna hide this from her?

Or are you gonna tell her?

And thank you for asking me lots of questions

And I had told you very clear

What I want

What I need

Plus, you know me....

How long we have know each other?

You know every single movement of me,

You know what i'm gonna do next...

My Dear...

No point to apologize here

Because you know I will forgive you

As always...

I will forgive you in whatever you had done

You will have my full forgiveness.

You have been telling me

You miss me,

You view every single of my PS

You actually care

May I know was it sincerely from your heart?

May I know how much do you care, how much do you miss me?

All this while I am telling you

I am okay! I am fine...I am happy

Everything gonna be okay!

Because I  don't want you to feel bad

You may move on with your new life

I will be moving on very soon.

I'm glad to received your text early morning

Asking me am I fine?

Am I doing good?

Cheer me up....

Giving me hope....

Can I ask you to continue doing this every morning?