I Just Need You Now

Pretending~

Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't 

BUT

Its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do ='(

The Winner takes it all

You told me that you loved me
and I'd made a few mistakes,
some of which were big ones
much too hard to take,

So let me tell you of my life
From sixteen to forty two,
and make confusion disappear
all these words are true,

long ago my heart was free
and loved flowed like a river,
and lost my loves through drowning
this i could never figure,

I surrounded my broken heart
by the strength of a wall,
it's hard and strong never to be climbed
it's wide, thick and tall,

It's there to protect its host
Keeping it safe and unbroken,
but makes me cold and lonely
angry and unspoken,

But you have made a hole with your love
and you've loved persistently,
with patience, care and dedication
all this just for me,

Now the cracks are beginning to show
I will help and push within,
then reach out for me with your hand
and feel the warmth beneath my skin,

This fire is for you my love
a gift to fix your heart,
I hope it's not too late
and completely fallen apart,

I'll make the hole much bigger
make the shadows go away,
then shine my love upon you
each and every day,

Your heart will then begin to mend
and mine will never tire,
its job will never be done
until you get what you desire,

You deserve much more happiness
than i have ever given,
but now i see all my wrongs
I want to give you heaven,

But compared to the goodness
mistakes are but few,
it's the size that's the difference
it's no wonder i lost you,

And although i'm feeling desperate
lost and all alone,
it's nothing compared to how you feel
that, I could never know,

So now I must wait
till time takes it course,
and hope that you still love me
only then can i show you my remorse



I'm missing my RUBBISH so much~

Chai Mi You Yan Jiang Cu Cha

You're Still The One....

Too Much Pressure

可惜我是水瓶座

I am missing you here

My eyes are sore from crying
My heart is broken in two
To find a boy just like him your chances are so few
I long to hear his voice again
I long to feel his touch
His gentle lips on mine again is all that I miss so much ...

To Love You More

I'll be waiting for you

Here inside my heart

I'm the one who wants to love you more

You will see I can give you

Everything you need

Let me be the one to LOVE You more....

I Have a Dream

I have a dream too

A dream that makes me smile

A dream that I can see you

A dream that I can touch and feel you

A dream that wakes me up with tears~

When You Tell Me That You Love Me

When will be the day you'll tell me that you LOVE me??

It's Hard To Say Goodbye

I'd never know

It's really that hard

hard to say goodbye~~

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我 - Do not say you love me when I'm lonely

The evening breeze gently blowing softly
I feel calm and lonely
When I want to forget the courage to love life
Who sang love songs to me
Love had hurried
In addition to what the wound was left
You are always in my lonely tears when
Use your arms to hold me tight
Do not say you love me when I'm lonely
Unless you really can give me happy
It always hurt the past to remind me at any time
Do not be tortured love it
Do not say you love me when I cry
Unless you really let me down
I do not want too many false promises that
I regret it for the love again
Mistakes committed

Love had hurried
In addition to what the wound was left
You are always in my lonely tears when
Use your arms to hold me tight
Do not say you love me when I'm lonely
Unless you really can give me happy
It always hurt the past to remind me at any time
Do not be tortured love it
Do not say you love me when I cry
Unless you really let me down
I do not want too many false promises that
I regret it for the love again
Mistakes committed
Do not say you love me when I'm lonely
Unless you really can give me happy
It always hurt the past to remind me at any time
Do not be tortured love it
Do not say you love me when I cry
Unless you really let me down
I do not want too many false promises that
I regret it for the love again
Mistakes committed

 
 
Do not say you love me when i'm lonely,
Unless you really can give me happiness...
Do not say you love me when i'm crying,,
Unless you really do...

有一种爱叫做放手

There is LOVE called LET GO~

原來我最愛的人是你不是他....

我聽見有人叫你 寶貝 , 是你讓他叫你寶貝

I knew i loved you before i met you

Special than just a FRIEND

You always were a special friend.  

You knew that, I knew that. 

Only I knew something more.  

I knew that I loved you and I have for so long.  

You complain because you can't find the "right girl."  

I guess friendship makes you go blind to see what's standing right in front of you...

Don't Say You Love Me

My Sleeping Child

Holidays...without You, without Me...

Yesterday

3rd Sept 2010

We met up for dinner

Having your favorite fast food

Chicken Mac Deluxe
Fries with salt and pepper
And your favorite.....COKE!
After a long meal, a long session

You are telling me that
You'll pass your house key to me

And I know the reason why...
You want me to clean up your house
Clean up your room...right?
Hehe, i knew it, I'll take care of Apple
You go ahead with your holidays
No worries...
Anyhow, I noticed you had a nice haircut
And you said you cut it since the last dinner we had
on the night before you picked your sis from LCCT.
I can't remember... =D
Well, I enjoyed the moment with you

I like your concern and

The way you care...

It really meltz my heart!

The way you are standing there

Waiting for me to get into my car

I feel so safe...

The night before,

You woke me up

by calling me on skype

And I never tell you...

I am actually asleep :)

You said you have something to show me

Something to let me know

And yea~

You got my sleepy look 

with my nighties, haha

Thank you for everything for the night

And I love them all

Well,

You too, telling me that

You are leaving on the 10th

to Thailand for holiday

You said you'll get me something again...

( Lets see what you'll get for me this time)

You told me that you are going alone

Not with her

And you said, if I manage to get the air ticket

I may go with you...*just because you know, it is not available anymore*

How if I really get one? Not the same flight maybe? Aaaha~

Naah, it isn't important to me now

Because I had decided

I had my plans

Plans without you.

I told you that I might leaving to S'pore

on the 23rd or 24th

You said you'll see if you are available to go with me

I never put any hope on that

cause I know, somehow it won't happen =P

Is okay...I need to be independent by now!

I'll let you know about my safety

And same goes to you yea!

心淡 - Heart Faded

你很愛他

You actually love her much
You said you miss me, are you pity me?

"Save your breath"

you are my everything

Nights in Rodanthe

I don't know much

But I know I Love You...

And that may be all I need to know

Thanks for having dinner with me last night

And the moment we had together....

Although it was short

But it means a lot.

Thank you for being there....

I know I  had a great chat with you last night

You cheer me up with lots of jokes

You brighten my day with chatting and webcam-ing all night long

I thank you for sharing and listening to me...

I thank you for being there when I needed...

But it doesn't mean any good sign

It is because you didn't know how do I feel

And that night itself you actually know

My car mirror got smashed while webcam-ing

Although I felt better after telling you everything

Still....

I'm too sick and too tired for asking you anymore..

Sometimes,

I rather have my maggie cup
than waiting for you

waiting for your call

to ask me for dinner

And,

Is that a reason you asked me out for dinner the next day?

I have been asking myself should I meet you up

I didn't know the main purpose you asked me for dinner this time

was it because you felt guilty? You felt bad?

Or you sincerely wanna have dinner with me?

Well, you told me...

You will still going out dinner with me

We can still spend some time together

What about her?

Are you gonna hide this from her?

Or are you gonna tell her?

And thank you for asking me lots of questions

And I had told you very clear

What I want

What I need

Plus, you know me....

How long we have know each other?

You know every single movement of me,

You know what i'm gonna do next...

My Dear...

No point to apologize here

Because you know I will forgive you

As always...

I will forgive you in whatever you had done

You will have my full forgiveness.

You have been telling me

You miss me,

You view every single of my PS

You actually care

May I know was it sincerely from your heart?

May I know how much do you care, how much do you miss me?

All this while I am telling you

I am okay! I am fine...I am happy

Everything gonna be okay!

Because I  don't want you to feel bad

You may move on with your new life

I will be moving on very soon.

I'm glad to received your text early morning

Asking me am I fine?

Am I doing good?

Cheer me up....

Giving me hope....

Can I ask you to continue doing this every morning?

I Don't Understand you

What hurts the most...

This song represent what i'm feeling now!
Exactly...everything written in this song!

Girl always love the one that makes them cry rather than the one crying for them...

If i were never ask you a question, I would not drop a tear!

When my handset "pip"
I know that was you
I was in joy to pick up my phone
and hoping for a positive reply


I was totally wrong
I got myself so dissappointed!
I was just asking you whether to have dinner with me
I'm fine if you were to tell me you are having with your friend
But why can't you lie for something good??
I thank you very much for telling me the truth
But
Why do you need to be so honest
telling me,you are having with the Someone?
My fault for asking and got myself down
Is alright, I'll overcome it
Yes, I do!


From today onwards
I'll not care so much
Just do whatever you like
Do whatever you want
As long as you are happy
I'll try not to get jealous
NOT at all, i promise


And I'll never hope for the next dinner
with you....
I shall just pack it home and have it by my own
I do practice this for quite some times~
So, I'm use to it either...


I wish you have a great candle light dinner
with your L.O.V.E
My sincere blessing to You and Her...


I will find my way...
Everything gonna be okay!

Puff The Magic Dragon

外面的世界

I posted this because...

There is something really impressive~

This morning, while I'm on my way to work

 I saw a male and a female dog crossing the road

Before they cross

The male dog look to the left and to the right if there were any cars

Then I stopped and let them cross

The male dog actually let the female dog to cross first

And he follows behind...

I really got impress by them...

The world outside is so wonderful~

A long long time ago 

I belong to you 

You belong to me

A long long time ago 

You left me 

Flying far away in the sky 

The world outside is so wonderful 

The would outside is so helpless 

When you feel the world outside is so wonderful

When you feel the world outside is so hopeless

I will be here, giving you the deepest blessing 

When the sun sink in the west 

I will always be here hoping for you 

Although the rain falls from the sky

I will always 

And still waiting for your return.... 

他不爱我

He doesn't love me 

too cold when we hold hands 

too gentle when we hug

he doesn't love me 

he's far away when we're speaking 

very still during the silences 

I know he doesn't love me 

I can see it in his eyes 

I can see it in his heart the shadows of another person 

his memories are tainted with days goneby 

I can see it in his heart 

the films of them together 

he doesn't love me 

still he claimed my hear.....

Falls for you doesn't need a reason!

Waiting For You....

We're just not match....

Recently you are so silent
You're unspoken
What's wrong with you? Why?
Is there anything causes you unhappy?
Anything happened?
Heard that you're lonely
Stress....frustrated

But I can't be there with you

What you wanted, I can't give it all
What I can give you is not what you needed
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I really miss you....
I'm not sure till when....

DoYouFeelTheSame?

I don't mind singing this song to you

If you're around

I just want you to know that

My heart is beating

I'm still living

because of you~

Close your eyes

Give me your hand

Do you feel my heart is beating?

Do you understand?

Do you feel the same as mine?


Is this burning an eternal flame??

Once again

My heart is beating....

Love Generation Hong Kong 新戀愛世紀

Guy can LOVE 3 girls at one time....
Girl can only accept ONE at once....
Somehow,
End of the day you'll know who you needed most~

Sausalito

I think this is a gift from god to have you here...
And I wanna tell you how much I love You....



Thank you for Loving me Baby!!

I had sent you a card...with my blessing to You~

对你的爱 难以取代, 谁像你可把我热爱...

Who Knows What Tomorrow Will Bring...

Follow Your Dreams...



Loneliness is mine to share
But your suffering is hard to bear
Male your fate yours to decide and declare
Lay down your worries and despair

I don't want to carry my pain...
My past, My destiny
What others think of me
It's there for others to see
Let's embrace the madness of youth and flee

Embrace forever, Kiss for eternity
Forget worldly troubles and be free
Heaven on earth is the place to be
Where mountains, rivers and rare beauty spring
Who knows what tomorrow will bring?

Fly me sky high, away from the fray...
Give me a taste, lead me astray
Let the winds carry your sorrows away
A lifetime in each second of play

No turning back once we fly away
Our castle in the sky is where love holds sway
A chance of a lifetime to dare and defy
You give me the reason why

I have no fear, I will not surrender
We're birds of a feather
Let's fly together
The world is disarray cannot compare
to the power of love that we share

Embrace forever, kiss for eternity
Forget worldly troubles and be free
Heaven on earth is the place to be
Where mountains, rivers and rare beauty spring
Who knows what tomorrow will bring??

Fly me sky high, away from the fray
Give me taste, lead me astray
Let the winds carry your sorrow away
A lifetime in each second of play

No turning back once flay away
Our castle in the sky is where love holds sway
Far from the cares of today
A chance of a lifetime to dare and defy

You give me the reason why...
That no one can deny...

Let me know how are You doing...全智賢 黎明 如果可以再見你

I feel like calling you...
And just to say Hi
Wondering how have you been
Do you ever miss me?

我這樣愛你...Am I very S.I.L.L.Y??

When i listen to this song...
I can feel your existence
This is because
Your voice sounds like him
Or i shall say,
His voice sounds like you
Not about the language that you speak
But....the voices
Yea, your voice!



I just miss your voices so much....

Promise...约定

I'll place You in My Heart...

你還愛我嗎?? Do You Still Love Me???

Will You Miss Me If I'm Not Around??

Lover's Concerto

For You to Know...

I know that
You are living happily now
You are living with someone
Someone you wanted so much
You had make a decision
A decision where I was left alone

As long as you are happy now
Nothing can stop you on going further
I'll wish you all the best
and happily living with your love one!

*Let me recall back our memories here

Do you still remember the first time we kissed?
Where that was my first time
Among all our memories
That was the special night i ever had
I still remember I was so afraid
and you were like hinting me,
"are you sure?"
That was like how sweet are you
Whispering to me softly
Touching me gently
Holding me tightly
And there goes, all started from that night~

I wish that it might happen again
but, it is impossible now
I guess

I like the way your actually care for me
when I was suspected in Hepatitis B
I'm pretty sure you'll remember this
Because hepatitis B spread through saliva
And you went through the test as well
You told me your report was SAVE
While I'm very afraid to collect mine
because I was in a very high chances
You encourage me, support me
You care and concern about me
Was it for real or you are just afraid
Afraid that we can't share anymore?
I really hope you really care for me that time
Because I just love the way you do

I remembered
You told me
I was like part of your family
You share with me, you care for me
but I don't see what u had share so far?
Is everything you told me was truly from your heart?
Or you are just making me happy?

You did not tell me anything
you were hiding something from me
you are lying to me? or I heard it wrongly?
I always take that isn't true
until I seen that myself or i heard it from You

You told me, the trip involved who and who
but why didn't you mention HER name?
Do you know how bad I felt
when I heard it from someone else but not You?
Do you know I can accept it if you are telling me the truth?
I told you before, I can accept everything
And I am fine with it, as long as you let me know
but I still wouldn't understand the reason you're hiding this from me?

Do you know,
I have stop using the handbag you bought for me
because I wanna keep it nicely
I don't want it to tear off
I don't wanna lost it
Either I don't wanna spoilt it

Do you know,
I did not eat the chocolate you bought for me
I'm afraid I wont get anymore from you

You told me,
You'll still buy me a bag
If it's torn
You'll still buy me chocolate
If I'd finished mine
Shall I wait for you
to buy me my favorite scalf as you promised?
Do you remember that??

What about the gifts
The gift I gave to you?
Are you still keeping them?
Will you still keeping them?
Are they in good condition?
I really love the watch I bought for you
to be wear on your hand everywhere you go
Please take good care of them
Although they are no longer valuable to you :'(

My Song - Yuan Lai Ni Ye Chang Guo Wo De Ge (Cantonese)

He Knows My Name - Maranatha Singers (With Lyrics)

No Longer...

When thoughts of you run through my mind
I usually smile but now
You the one that left me behind
No longer I'm seeing you

I know I missed you so much
You used to be the light of my life
You guide me through my day
You pick me up
And now you gone
No longer you will be there

Inside my head or perhaps my heart
My life and feelings are confusion
Or who knows
Maybe it is just me
And my love for you just an illusion
No worries
No longer I'm sad

Although
My eyes adored you
Though I can’t own you
My heart wanna have you
Dreaming to be with you
Even just a single moment of the day
But no longer I'll have this kind of feelings
I promised

I'll take good care of Myself
I'll take good care of Kingston
The one i could share my feelings and thoughts with
I know Kingston will hold me back
But, I should understand
What should and what should not
I'll try my best to let go
No longer I will be holding on

My heart says “I don’t wanna let you go”
But what can I do
I cant do anything except to adore you
Cause I can’t own you
I promised
No longer I will be holding on...

But please allow me to make another request
A request which you owe me
Till now...
A one last one!

I promised!!

Happy Birthday.....

4th
When the clock strike 00:00
I knew it's your time to come home
When the clock strike 12:00
I'm not sure are you home yet

2nd
The last message u sent to me
telling me the tee i bought for you got dirty
with stain from the wooden bench

At the very first
I was happy that you brought the tee
along with you to Langkawi
I wonder do you appreciate it
Should you have taking good care
if you do so
Yet,
blame will not on you
angry will not be with you too
All I wanted to know
You able to text me
You are safe
You still know
where the tee came from

**Just to let you know**
***You're there in an Island
****We're here saving a kitten
which got stuck in the roof top
******And dear..we saved it!

4th
I spent the whole day
looking around for a gift
a gift for you
once you are back
And I got it!

5th
I had planned
a dinner with you
for the special day
But
Stomach cramp
Ruin all my plan
I felt sorry
that i couldn't give you the special day
Instead
receiving the chocolate from you
that you bought from Langkawi
Thus,
Do you feel happy
that I gave you a gift in return?

6th
It was your day
I wanted to see you
but I can't
I wanted you to blow
the candles and make a wish
but I can't
I could only leave a card
and the handmade crochet cupcake
into your postbox
I wanted to light up the candles for you
I can't
I wanted to wear on the shirt
I bought for you
I can't

All I can do is
to send you a text
wishing you
a Happy Birthday

I'm glad
You finally know that
It was a handmade cupcake from me!
And I hope you'll keep it with you
till the very end

Away From Home.....

Before you leave
I'd already start MISSING you
you're off to another place AWAY FROM HOME
But for now I know there’s nothing I can do
It won’t be long till you're BACK home

The DAYS will seem like forever
And the NIGHTS an eternity
But I know in the end you'll know the WAY home
With the guiding light of destiny

Although it's only a FEW days apart
I'd START missing you now
Misses the sweet sweet taste of you lips
And the softness of your tender kiss
It’s all I need with your arms around my hips
And together we’ll be in a world of BLISS

I knew nothing ain't goes wrong
I knew you'll BEHAVE and control well
I knew you'll not hurt me nor making me WORRY
Here, I'll PRAY for you days and nights
Please TAKE CARE

Don't forget the chocolates you'd promised me~
I STARTED missing you now...
Come HOME when you're back~

**As Long As You Love Me**

I don’t care if we can't met regularly
I don’t care if we just seldom meet
I don’t care if we can't be together the way I wanted to be
As long as you love me...
I don’t care if you are far from me
I don’t care if we just sometimes chat
and if I need to wait for the chance to chat with you
As long as you love me...

I don’t care if you can’t send me email
I don’t care if I am always waiting for you
I don’t care if you just respond through text
As long as you love me this much...
I don’t care if am here crazy for your love
I don’t care what others will say about us
I don’t care if I have a foolish heart
As long as I love you...

Who cares anyway,
As long as we love each other endlessly...
But this I care to love you more
than you’ll ever want me to...
For I love you more than you’ll ever know??