~A Wonder Girl~

She is wearing a smile on her face. A friendly, smart and beautiful, everyone adores this girls.
Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl. Inside she's unhappy, and doesnt's know why. She lays in her bed at night and cries. She doesn't know what causes the tears.

How could this princess have insecurities or fears??
She has it all....
A pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, her lovely family, she gets good grades, has her own car and her makeup never fades.

Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way. This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem....

I Start Hating Love!

Have you ever been in LOVE?
It is horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens your heart and get it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses, you build up this whole armor, for years....so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person....no different from any other stupid person...wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you where they don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kis you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain~ I HATE LOVE!!!

Love You More Than Myself~

I really Love you...
But you Love someone else...
When I see You, I can't close my eyes...
I just want You to see how much I care about You...
May I could see You in sometimes...
I Love You more than myself~

a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME....

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support.

To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

Lifetime relationship teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.....THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE...whether you were a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME~

Our Love...

Light filters in, bleaching our dreams. I don't want you to wake up. Not now. Last night went by too fast. I can't bring myself to say anything. With you secretly lying on my chest. I kiss your cheek, proving that this moment really exists. It's you, who lets me believe in love, treating me a generously. It's love, we were destined, not an accident.

This is love, our love....
It isn't certain yet but it truly exists. I pull you into my embrance, silently in exchange of confession. I never want to let go.

This is love, the love I gave you has no name but it's unstoppable. In my nervosity, I await, in a sparrow's leap I think of the future. Because of you, I finally realize this is what love really is. But you are still dreaming. I'm careful so as to not wake you up. Maybe now is the future of eternity.

The first of our mornings, it's even more intimate than any other silent understanding, it has limitless potential. Even using language seems too shallow....because...

This is love, Our LOVE!

Here Waiting....

Certain things keep me going, and every once in awhile there will be something that makes life good. Right now, you are my thing. You make my life good...miss you~

If i could wind back the time, I would wind tonight back to yesterday night...the moment we were together, talked about the topic which has no ending yet. Hoping that the last word of the night, you said was true.......I am here waiting for the truth and clearer answer from you, my dear~

Wing Of A Dove~

He walked into my life... From the first moment, I knew that it is gonna be tough. But loving him was all I wanted to do. When I look into his gorgeous brown eyes, listen to his sexy voice, my heart just beats so fast. In him, I have found my perfect love...God sent him to me, gave you to me to love on the wings of a dove. When I think of all the things we do, I just smile and my heart is filled with joy for a while. When I am away from him, his love, I do miss...
Dreaming of his arms around me, and his loving kiss. In the night I dream of his lips on mine too. This is the greatest love I could ever find. On my knees, I pray to God. Thanking him for sending me an angle to love and giving such a beautiful love on wings of a dove....